Pain from Passion
The different types of blindness that will keep you from reaching your goal
Small problems that build up on top of trauma and block the energy from your soul
You say that you wanna help but it’s really your own actions that take a toll
You constantly bug me about slowing down for you but now where are you on the track
I would get mad at the fact that you so fucking distant when thinking back
Like you really thought I could add your bullshit to the stress on my back
Already got me wasting my time, time I won’t get back
Drowning myself into a void of burning water wondering do you even love me back or is it that you were never even close to that
Got me feeling like I’m falling from my dreams now we back in reality
I hit the floor and you didn’t even hear the screams you just heard *splat*
Now a year later after the worst hit me and another friend gone the stress hit its boiling point
While I’m standing next to a bunch of strangers wondering if it’s my time next for people who barely knew me to cry around me while reading a text
Time racing in my head from birth to present and all I’m thinking about is my ex, my friends, and these tests
Wondering if I really tried my best I’m sure I did say better than the rest
Waking up everyday wondering why is life so complex
And when is it gonna be my turn to take my eternal rest
