I don’t understand why I feel thi… stuck beneath all this pain you’re just a boy and I’m just a girl so what’s so special about what we…

It’s two in the morning and I am… But for a different reason, I’m n… I’m thankful tonight, for everythi… I’m thankful tonight, for everythi… That I did for my family, even th…

Bubbie can you hear me? my screams because of you oh my brother don’t you see the hell you put me through do you feel the tears

In the dark I listen to hear you close the door In the dark I search for your footsteps on the floor in the dark I cry

I wanted to shed all that you are So i became all that you’re not In a desperate attempt to slay the… as it grows and breathes inside I had to learn to kill my mind

kiss her slowly kiss her with passion kiss her with no intention of goin… no plans of wandering hands or dro… kiss her just to kiss her

And i write these poems in your na… in your presence, in your grace so just walk on, and pass me by,

i look into your eyes im a better me i get those butterflies inside youre all i see

When I shut my eyes fear strikes within me I’m afraid that when I open them you’ll be staring back at me with those bloodshot eyes

It was a month of learning Through trial and tribulation It was a month of question And wonder, and stimulation It was a month, on the calender