"Contradiction"
Nothing seems right. Yet, I am happy with my life.
Sometimes I feel as though I have lost myself just when I found myself. I know this is a contradiction of my thoughts.
I want to be strong. I want to be weak.
I want to break out. I want to hide behind a mask and forget all about myself. I know this is a contradiction of my thoughts.
I can’t face the fact that I’m alone. Yet, I like being by myself. I know this is a contradiction of my thoughts.
I wish I could fly. I wish I had wings and could soar up to the sky. Then, I remember I am afraid of heights!
Life seems too long and yet, it seems too short. I know this is a contradiction of my thoughts.
Heaven forbid I should break out of this depressive state. Oh, but wait I’m not depressed.
I know this is a contradiction of my thoughts!
copyright © 2011 Tara Donnelly
