"Heartache At My Door"
I am in self-doubt that I will never be loved by someone else.
A lover of my own that I will adore and cherish forever.
Holding him close to my heart, he will adore me with any self-doubt.
As I will with him.
My heart will no longer linger and feel like an island left on its own.
Nor, will he feel like a planet that has never been discovered.
We will uncover one another like gold being paned to glitter amongst all the sand.
I am not saddened or heart broken if I never have my own lover.
I’d rather be alone than have a lover who can’t be bothered to have me as his lover.
In fact, I am scared to be alone and unloved.
I’ve been pushed and shoved enough to never endorse heartache at your door.
I am in self-doubt that I will never be loved by another who I can call my lover.
copyright © 2011 Tara Donnelly
