Aug 17
Taking my pen on a walk today Let’s see where it may take me It starts at my wrist and works it… And then it gets darker I see The line is fresh and bold and cle…
Tired Yawning Dopey Sleepy Lazy
The bands on my wrist Hide my feelings They cover my blood And the meanings Of why I do it
No feeling All numb No emotion No cares No feeling
You’ve always attacked I can’t take anymore Family but enemies On two separate sides You fire your self pity
Although these words are silent an… My heart still aches for you My love letter days are long gone… But my head still conveys the trut… Three little words so short and me…
Why do you make me feel like this You’re a toxic parent Dismissive over everything I do What can I do to please you Why do you make me feel like this
I am always right Even when I’m wrong I can’t admit the truth I have a problem I have to argue and lie
What’s the point Why should I try You overlook me In front of your eyes I try my best
I am a thinker, I tend to wonder, about myself, Is my puzzle complete? I delve and search,
In the dark In despair I lay here Crying I don’t understand
You see me I look happy You don’t see What’s in my heart Every time
Hiding in my duvet Away from the world Alone with my thoughts and worries I contemplate the line The line across myself
The running man There is a man in my head, he’s ru… He is running on a treadmill and l… He’s running faster and faster, t… I wonder who’s in charge here and…
How can I get these out of my bod… How can I remove them? These words have infested me, they… I want to take them out To remove and destroy them,