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You see me I look happy You don’t see What’s in my heart Every time
In the dark In despair I lay here Crying I don’t understand
I stood there On top of the bridge Traffic passing below I could see the cars speeding by The vans and lorries so
They are inside me I can’t get them out feeling so immense I need them out I’ve tried and tried
You’ve always attacked I can’t take anymore Family but enemies On two separate sides You fire your self pity
Breath In. Breath Out. With each… My breathing is fast. I’m struggl… My legs are weak. I’m loosing my… I hide in the dark. Ashamed and b… Breath In. Breath Out. Calm down…
Not sure what’s real or not This dream like state is strange Am I deluded or virtually unreal How do I stop this pain The words ponder from my mind
D Deep in my heart their is a… E Everyday it is there hiding… P People look but they can’t… R Ridicule and pain, a constan… E Every day an effort to conform…
When I close my eyes I see nothin… Then the storyline begins as I cr… The thoughts come from deep inside… They rip my self esteem and integr… That I’m a bad person, rude and o…
I love you but I can’t stand it The pain and the torture I love you but I can’t stand it The arguments and hurtful words I love you but I cry
Although these words are silent an… My heart still aches for you My love letter days are long gone… But my head still conveys the trut… Three little words so short and me…
I’m not in control I am panicking inside My emotions are strong yet I am still surprised.... Why I am feeling like this
And so he’s ill, frail and weak, My heart is shattered, past memori… Weekends in London, plays and sho… Standing for hours, for photos we’… Now as he lays there, vulnerable a…
Tired Yawning Dopey Sleepy Lazy
Please don’t criticise me I can’t handle pain The words you speak to me Make me so ashamed Your work isn’t good enough