Suicide Sirens
I no longer trust myself;
In making my own decisions.
These hallucinations...
Clouded my mind...
I don’t see myself anymore.
Just an empty shell from before;
empty and haggard.
My eyes have lost their shine.
The path ahead I once knew;
That carried my hopes and dreams.
Long forgotten...
Now I know for certain, soon I will die.
Not from coincidence or neglect;
From these hands of mine.
Today is the day
My life will end...
Taking the knife,
Pierce the jugular
And feel numb
To the cold
Death...
Feeling heavy...
My wrists are gripped tightly
My body thrown down to the ground.
A young man witness;
screaming for assistance.
The blade slips out from my hand
Onto the cold stone floor...
The suited strangers
Surround me.
The straps coil around my body
Carrying me away;
Into the disinfected cage.
Those loud sirens...
Echo...
Into the night.
