Life was fun and full of joy,
Hope’s were high and trust undenied.
One day I woke to anger –surprised.
Anxious, confused, a weekend away;
Reunion unpleasant when I heard you say:
“I met someone, we talk everyday,
I want his comfort when our son passes away.
I’m angry with you, our debates quite heated,
I’m sure it’s no surprise you fool, my lover and I cheated!”
My ego destroyed with all pride and all joy,
All we have built thrown by the wayside.
I raged, I cried, I asked to know why,
The response I received, with emotion depleted, “quite frankly my dear now we are even!”
Even! What betrayal have I wrought?
I fought to provide, I planned, I devised,
I thought of you only and the kids we sired.
All was for you and them, no one else!
While you planned a future with a snake.
You wrote a new story with hobbies and toys,
Made plans for our daughter but left out our boy.
The rejection so real and the pain so deep,
I lost sleep for a night and appetite for a week.
All that I lived for, all that I knew,
Was love and support for my love– for you!
Now I am broken, shattered anew,
Ground to powder in sense with no relief in view.