Giving into Self Destruction
Paper thin and seemingly weightless
It had the power to end me
If I chose to hand it that power
Some nights I almost gave in
I wanted to taste the bitterness of it all
To allow myself to be weak
And bleed out every where
No impulse to clean up the mess I’d make
Like it never happened
I destroy myself for nothing
But its not really for nothing
No. I do it just to do it again
So violently self destructive
Only to soothe the mauled flesh
With another slice
