Never will I love again. Wait, let me explain. My life has been plagued with much pain. Demented Instructions clutter my brain. I contemplate the cutting of my vein. To me that sounds insane. At times, hope it’s hard to maintain. I often find myself down memory lane. Past mistakes saturate my mind like rain. Some of my deepest thoughts are profane. Receiving so many strikes to the heart is almost inhumane.  Changing my life requires a retrain. Now I’m ready for the suffering to go down the drain. Overcoming the hurt will allow my strength to be regain. So a survivor I will remain.