Years of despair of vile treatment

Mental abuse of down right talking from a so called bereavement

My ears are bleeding from the negative words that come from your mouth

My Heart no longer pumps the blood thru my veins of loving you down here in the south

We had our chance to fix this many of times.

The only thing I think is best is running instead of spitting out these lines.

I  don’t like they way my life has turned out

I feel like we aren’t one so all I want to do is scream and shout

My life is of misery, this is not what I intended for it to be.

I thought of me being a partner not a prisoner in home that was supposed to be filled with GLEE

Every relationship has issues

but its how the two can handle it with out  carrying a box of tissues.

I don’t know what else to do to change this path

However, I do know I can no longer handle the mental mind fuck of everyday wrath

I know life won’t be any easier if I was alone

I do know that it would be me completing it and making mistakes vs hearing your tone.

Life will always be a struggle if I was single with two kids and a home.

Again, I’d rather  be doing it on my OWN.

NO more belittling and telling me I’m a failure

what you really did is let me see  I will be my own SAVIOUR