(2013)
My love for you is true, though we have never met. I will not lie to you. I will not steal from you. I will not con or cheat you.
Beloved goddess, sweet holy mother of us all, you who beckon me throughout these hectic days
You play your cards so well. Looks like you’ve had a lot of pra… You seem to have a thorough grasp of all the rules of the game. As you cover every angle,
I stared at her like she was a painting, as if I had all day and night to drink in every curve and contour
My father is dead, still he speaks through me; “Don’t say anything....OR ELSE!… There was plenty of “OR ELSE!” to go around.
I cried again today, and I did not die. I even know why it is I cried today. Because the truth
Clawing away. It’s dark here, chill and dank. Can’t stop now. Can’t stop ever.
I see no reason now to disguise this naked heart and soul of mine. You can hide there
The storm is brewing. I smell it in the air. I am panicking. I can barely breathe. I fear this tempest
I gaze down now upon the cracked and battered shell of the fearsome fiery dragon that once held me in her sway. It’s remarkable just how frail
Listen. There it is. The hum of perfect silence at the centre of all that is, and isn’t.
Way up there on that hill of yours; that most hard-won ivory tower. Hiding there behind your perfect guise
These words are crude utensils, with which to touch you, and be touched;
Who am i to bare my soul with thee… and challenge all that you believe… I share from deep within my being as if my father speaks through me. I see these words of love and merc…
I’m not really here right now. I can only be here when no-one’s a… and I know no-one can see me. Even when i speak to you, I’m sort of not really here.
