A letter to a START
To my best friend Jesus Pérez Pérez ,
He passed away and miss him everyday with sadness but also with love .
The best friend in history.
In the sky there is the brightest star, my dear friend Jesus, that is you, I will miss you my entire life.
My engine of cosmic energy has emigrated to another universe, my soul mate, with you I shared the most magical and ephemeral moments.
Everything I would like from you is so little deep down, because deep down it is everything.
Everything is so little and I want it from you because I love you, I miss you, I think about you, I write to you but for some reason I don’t dream of you.
(I confess that I am jealous of those who have done it)
My eyes can no longer see your light, the only brightness that I will never be able to witness, but when my world becomes cloudy and you are not there, our experiences remain recorded in my memory.
And if time speeds up and I grow old, the memory of your beautiful soul is captured in a letter that I treasure under my pillow.
—No one can replace you even after you leave—
And if my spirit leaves my body at any moment I only ask God to allow me to be close to you.
—I have lost the best friend in history, I have a bad history like you, I also carry a cross—
I am happy but not completely because I remember that now, my friend, I am without you.
I will always love you!!
~Yiset Peña Naizir
