Tapping fingers on a keyboard, writing directly from my mind. Stuck in the numbness of detachmen… not noticing the hours that tick b… Tracks from tears made slowly,

“Can you breathe?” the air is asking, as smoke fills my lungs. I am crouched under a leaf, the tears streaming down my face

Flowers bloom. Seasons change. Petals fall. Nothing’s the same. It’s been a while

I was sixteen when it happened. My best friend Lilly convinced me to go to a party her boyfriend Joe was throwing and like an idiot I caved. As Lilly and I walked in the door she ran of...

This morning, I was so happy. Clean and ready to work. I thought you would care. Care enough to clean me,

In my eyes I see us, standing side by side, nothing can come between us, no matter how hard people try. In some eyes they see him,

Lord, Things are unbearable. I have been shouting. I have been crying. Hoping you would listen.

I see your face. Lifeless and pale, resting on a pillow of white silk. I try to pretend you’re sleeping, but the tears in my eyes betray me…

I close my eyes to surrender to th… but instead get bombarded by image… Your smile flashes at me from the… Your laughter bubbles out, and it’s like I’ve gone back in ti…

I walk around, feeling whispers. Avoiding the eyes that prosecute m… The stares. The glares.

center When I’m with you, I have no worries, but then I don’t see you, don’t talk talk to you,

Dear Man, I’m not going to pretend that I u… Pretend that everything is alright… It’s not. I’m hurt.

You have two choices in life; feed the fire, or, let it die. Be it passion,

Life is cruel, when it takes your loved ones. Life is cruel, when you can’t say goodbye. Life is cruel,