For a special someone :)
(2013)
#Boys #Happiness #JoyLove
I saw him, standing alone in the rain, crying for someone to love him. Hungry, lost,
“Can you breathe?” the air is asking, as smoke fills my lungs. I am crouched under a leaf, the tears streaming down my face
Tapping fingers on a keyboard, writing directly from my mind. Stuck in the numbness of detachmen… not noticing the hours that tick b… Tracks from tears made slowly,
Words fail.
This storm can’t take away my sorr… This rain can’t wash away my fears… I am scared of all tomorrows, I’m scared to wipe away my tears. I only need someone to listen,
I walk around, feeling whispers. Avoiding the eyes that prosecute m… The stares. The glares.
Love life, but love death also. It isn’t the end, only a beginning that we don’t und…
Joy, light, happy moments, big smiles, comforting arms,
Waking up in darkness, the moon shining through my window… With tear filled eyes I sit up and remember what I was dreaming. His smiling face shining.
Exhausted, Drained, I have nothing left. No more strength to fight against… I’m sinking.
Flowers bloom. Seasons change. Petals fall. Nothing’s the same. It’s been a while
This morning, I was so happy. Clean and ready to work. I thought you would care. Care enough to clean me,
Don’t leave me brokenhearted. Don’t leave me in the dust. Don’t pretend you love me, if all you feel is lust. I’m scared you’ll walk away.
Life is cruel, when it takes your loved ones. Life is cruel, when you can’t say goodbye. Life is cruel,
Peace comes: When laying under the stars. When wrapped up in his arms. When listening to bird song. When speaking to God above.