(2006)
I am guilty Of wanting too much Out of life Of wanting it all Of wanting what I can’t have
If I had to wait Millions of years Unreasonable Serious Travesty
I have seen some Superficial people Who come out and say Exactly what they want All the time knowing
Honey mustard Paint me yellow Paint by numbers Two and three Never the right
If you could see it in my eyes The subtle refusal Because it might not feel right to… Not at this moment Not at this point in time
I still don’t know What I should think What do you want me To think? Are we only friends?
If I was a stone falling from you… As you were holding on For dear life Would you reach out for me? If I were a tall
If you even knew About me... Everything... As you said you wanted to... You might make assumptions
Despite the lies I tell myself I know the truth Will always haunt me Like unsolved murders I lay awake thinking
If you could climb To the tops of the mountains Swim in water fountains What would you yell At the stars?
Devastating is the realization That I cannot simply fly away To a place where skies are not gre… Where there is an easier way Of getting through another day
Be honest with me And I’ll be honest with you Like I had intended to I always want to Be true
If only it Were as easy As it is for everyone else Nobody is Talking to me
Drink your stupid drink Until you get sick Laying on cold tiles As dehydrated As you would be
Eat the pumpkin Stupid parrot Stop mocking me And calling me names I hate playing those games