If you even knew About me... Everything... As you said you wanted to... You might make assumptions

If only it Were as easy As it is for everyone else Nobody is Talking to me

How can something so right Be so wrong In so many ways? At the same time? Concurrent sentence

Despite the lies I tell myself I know the truth Will always haunt me Like unsolved murders I lay awake thinking

Lucky as you are Individuality is yours Voice your thoughts Even if only to yourself Integrity

Lingering thoughts Sometimes overwhelm me I can’t even seem to Close my eyes Without seeing you

I like the way you greet me As though you’re waiting to meet m… Without the opportunity Of doing so discreetly You ought not to do

I find it hard not To just Run right over to You Not caring what

I care too much About people I barely know About people I’ve never met About people I will never forget I used to think

Someone told me About Judy Garland; That she Was the first Celebrity

I still want everything To be perfect When nothing Can be perfect I keep wanting things

If you could see it in my eyes The subtle refusal Because it might not feel right to… Not at this moment Not at this point in time

You swing on the trapeze With finesse With ease Not even the breeze Sways you

I walk this stretch Most mornings The tall grass Still glistening with dew The tracks are wet

I am guilty Of wanting too much Out of life Of wanting it all Of wanting what I can’t have