pushing past
Lost in bad memories from every where TV bars home to even churches pushing past loss defiance to many other stress pushing past lived in too much not enough examples pushed into light its difficult to know a friend from a foe pushing past good people despise the ground walked on pushing past what do I want need am leaning toward pushing past into negative way liven for a life a promise of a disease a hate full world Pushing past pushing past wisdom into madness displacing futures in every step word making decisions based on liven in never ending change that is shadowed in delusions of change make a difference for the better in my life pushing past to my death then cant I see then all the lives get better for I will no longer be pushing past
