Loving Laura
Im defeated in a battle that is not my own
Possessing a lover never touched yet she’s near me
Ive indulged in a heart never beaten for me
Sun kissed by lips I never chose to part
Creating a life and marking a home
that does not belong to me
Renting out past lovers shortcomings
To occupy a space of hope that doesn’t ensure timelessness
Yet I’m loving
Sharing one vein to a heart that was promised to me
And I’m connected to soul that is not of me
Settling emotional debts i never initiated
Insisting to be human
Insisting to be a soul towards another
Aware of the missing forever
I still remain loving
Knee deep in insecurities
Waist deep within my issues
