Lyrics Of A Determined Heart
The lyrics of my determined heart keep playing on.
Was it in front of my eyes all along?
How could I miss it?
That moment was unforgettable,
Was i the mistress or was I meant to be the wife?
What exactly were the goals I had set in my life,
Was I right there, even though so far away,
I am sick of questioning, just dreaming of that day,
I look for recognition, for a chance to rekindle that fire,
but my determined heart just beats off of desire...
The desire to be wanted, a desire to be loved,
If I just had that - then it’d be more than enough.
Sick of holding in secret feelings, I long to let them out,
I just want to stand at the top of the rooftops and shout,
oh baby
I am in love, with a different type of you,
With a person I saw, a man I always knew.
Although, I distance myself, afraid to hurt the family.
Is this truly my reality,
is it just a dream,
just a fantasy?
Either way, I cherish and sincerely adore it.
Holding onto that love, in my heart, I store it.
even if in sleeping,.
Would be the only..
only time I am able to be held warm and tight,
At least,
in this mystic dream,
Everything feels right
