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Conversations with the Lord

A journey between God and I....

Think about that child staring in the mirror,
You can see the pain, you can see the tears.
wondering why was noone was there,
Feeling no one ever seemed they cared,
Saying prayer after prayer,
thinking God doesn’t care,
Or wondering if God wasn’t able to hear,
She would have to face her biggest fear,
If the answer were to ever be revealed....
why is she forgotten, why is noone ever there?
 
This baby growing from an infant,
and yet only at a distance.
Could she ever find true love,  
because the closer it was,
it was just never enough.
She always longed for more,
she couldnt take it anymore.
So she ran away,
a mile more everyday.
Although, The farther she went,
she regressed back into that helpless infant.
She tried looking back,
but couldn’t cover her tracks,
She was stuck in every moment of her past.
The years went by,
and she always wondered why,
why every time she always tried,
all she could do was cry.
She wanted to just give up on life.  
 
Think about that child staring in the mirror,  
You can see the pain, you can see the tears.
wondering why was noone was there,  
Feeling no one ever seemed they cared,  
Saying prayer after prayer,  
thinking God doesn’t care,
Or wondering if God wasn’t able to hear,
She would have to face her biggest fear,
If the answer were to ever be revealed....
why is she forgotten, why is noone ever there?
All the nights awoken by her nightmares,
All the days of beatings, she hid under the stairs.
It didn’t seem very fair,
But all of this was really real.  
She made it to adulthood,
while never living a childhood.
All the memories,
were haunting,
So she never gave her heart away,
She put up the biggest, boldest gate,
To keep it locked up, and hopefully safe.
Though she got once again on her knees to pray.
Still wondering did God hear the words she’d say.
And just then, that very day,
All her fears had been replaced.
When she heard God speak to her so passionately
He said my precious girl, i have loved you forever and eternity,
Since before anyone ever knew you were conceived.
I was just waiting, for you to come back to me.
 
Now Think about that woman staring in the mirror,  
You can see no more pain, you can see the joyful tears.
No more wondering why was noone was there,  
Forgetting the Feeling that no one ever cared,  
Everyday, she prays, prayer after prayer,  
Knowing God does truly care,
It was very clear that God was able to hear,
She finally faced her biggest fear,
For the answer has now been revealed....
She was never forgotten,
No, not once was forgotten,
It just took her time to be able to hear,
and within her feel,
The truth was God was always there.

(2014)

I ran from everyone and everything. And the only one whom was ever there through it all was God. It just took me a lot of time to figure that out, because I was so lost in the being of my flesh full of pain and hurt... But God never gave up on me. He never failed me. He was always there.

#Being #GivingGodInspiration #LifeSpiritualMyTo

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