Today - I call you out of your name.
For I know, I shouldn’t feel ashamed.
Born with the same father and same mother,
Hard to believe you’re my full blooded brother.
How can I consider you family?
After all the things you’ve done to me....
You stole away my virginity,
and robbed me of my purity.
I don’t know if I’ll ever recover from you.
I call you out of your name today –Andrew!
                                                                                                                                                                                                                      I call you out of your name,
For I know I’m not to blame.
You tricked me into feeling so very safe,
With your tricks of cards, and head games.
Thinking I could trust a friend of a friend,
That night all friendships came to an end.
I was trying to just simply sleep,
While you destroyed my dignity.
Your real name, which, I do not even know.
Yet, I too call you out of your name –DeBo.
                                                                                                                                                                                                           Today, Also, I call you out of your name.
You Will No longer ever make me afraid.
You say it was because you were high,
But, to me that excuse does not fly.
You were trying to convince me to role play,
And when I didn’t want to play your little games...
You decided you were just going to take it away,
Even though we had a history,
it still doesn’t make it ok with me.
the word no still makes it rape,
It isn’t fair the price I had to pay,
From that day forward, we would never work.
So, today I call you out of your name - “you Know exactly who you are”.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                  The Last to be called out of their name,
For I know I shouldn’t feel this pain.
I didn’t even know you under your real identity,
You lied to everyone about every single thing.
Made me feel it’d be the safest place to be near you,
Then I ended up having to continuously fear you.
I thought everything in life was going to be ok,
But you brought back every bad, painful thing.
Made me relive every horrible memory.
There are not many people I can say I hate,
though I admit open and freely, I can say it today.
I will no longer live ashamed,
I do not deserve to be afraid.
I am going to reclaim,
my happiness, as of today.
And allow only the good memories continue to remain.
So the last one violator, I call you out your name -"Na’Im"