What did you think I was doing al… You never knew, although you sat r… It was all for you, but you wouldn… You never saw me cry, or at least… You could have helped me, you were…

Renegade, rebel without a cause, rock goddess, Friday rocker, Saturday superstar,

They said, broken wings, shattered dreams, fractured heart. I said,

I am Amanda Laughman. I’m in band and orchestra. My favorite subject is social stud… My favorite color is yellow. I love jewelry and nail polish.

Didn’t think I needed you, didn’t think I deserved this, didn’t want this to happen, what am I to do? You didn’t think about this,

She’s alone, none of her friends k… She cries tears of blood when she’… She hides her feelings, sometimes… And she keeps it in when she’s mad… No one else knows what she’s been…

I lay awake Waiting for you To call But you won’t And it’s

It’s way too quiet without you her… The words of everyone, they don’t… They don’t seem to notice you’re n… I’m caught, their looks like a tra… You don’t care that I miss you, d…

Wyatt, I did so many things so you’d noti… I wore clothes I didn’t like, stuff I wouldn’t wear otherwise, but you still never looked over,

I wish I’d been there when you ne… I’m not with you now, but I shoul… You thought I was the one you wan… But I ran away because I was haun… You said I was beautiful, I didn’…

My first crush moved away, the summer before third grade, but I didn’t cry then. My parents beat me up,

I enjoyed every second with you. I loved watching you, being with y… You’re a really funny person. You’re quite interesting, you knew… I loved being near you like that.

You said I’m funny like that, but I know it’s not true, You’re only saying that so I’ll laugh,

You told me I was scared of the fire, I chose to walk through it,