I wrote this as I posted it... For Nathan
I wish I’d been there when you ne… I’m not with you now, but I shoul… You thought I was the one you wan… But I ran away because I was haun… You said I was beautiful, I didn’…
I lay awake Waiting for you To call But you won’t And it’s
She’s alone, none of her friends k… She cries tears of blood when she’… She hides her feelings, sometimes… And she keeps it in when she’s mad… No one else knows what she’s been…
Dancing in the night, Eating up what people throw in. It’s impossible for me To act like I’m invisible. I can destroy,
It’s nice, knowing there’s someone… You’re the only one who knows what… And I know you don’t know why I’m… But I loved being able to talk, a… No one else understands why I cry…
It’s way too quiet without you her… The words of everyone, they don’t… They don’t seem to notice you’re n… I’m caught, their looks like a tra… You don’t care that I miss you, d…
Looking outside, the angels come, rising out of the fire. I wonder where they’re from, as they rise higher and higher. Restless street, quiet night,
My first crush moved away, the summer before third grade, but I didn’t cry then. My parents beat me up,
What did you think I was doing al… You never knew, although you sat r… It was all for you, but you wouldn… You never saw me cry, or at least… You could have helped me, you were…
I can’t live without you, you’re the only reason my heart
Didn’t think I needed you, didn’t think I deserved this, didn’t want this to happen, what am I to do? You didn’t think about this,
I am Amanda Laughman. I’m in band and orchestra. My favorite subject is social stud… My favorite color is yellow. I love jewelry and nail polish.
You said I’m funny like that, but I know it’s not true, You’re only saying that so I’ll laugh,
Making it hurt, making it bleed, until I feel nothing at all. I just want
They say you can’t fight fire with… but I would. Because my flame would rise higher than yours could. Because you would be damned, conde…