(2013)
Wyatt... another one that's for you.
My first crush moved away, the summer before third grade, but I didn’t cry then. My parents beat me up,
You said I’m funny like that, but I know it’s not true, You’re only saying that so I’ll laugh,
They said, broken wings, shattered dreams, fractured heart. I said,
Lighting the matches Sneaky arson at midnight Watching houses burn. The loudest silence No one talks, or even moves
Making it hurt, making it bleed, until I feel nothing at all. I just want
Dancing in the night, Eating up what people throw in. It’s impossible for me To act like I’m invisible. I can destroy,
What did you think I was doing al… You never knew, although you sat r… It was all for you, but you wouldn… You never saw me cry, or at least… You could have helped me, you were…
I am Amanda Laughman. I’m in band and orchestra. My favorite subject is social stud… My favorite color is yellow. I love jewelry and nail polish.
His eyes are as blue as a sapphire… But they only sparkle for me. His smile is the sunshine, Sparkling off the waves. His hair is as black
You don’t know about him, but I d… He treats me better than you ever… He’s sweet and kind, the way you’l… And he loves me more than you ever… Why is it so hard to love two peop…
You can’t see the pain behind my s… I know something’s wrong, talk to… I can’t tell you I love you. It’s obvious, the way you act arou… You think I don’t notice you.
He sat down next to me, I saw Spa… I knew then that Everything Has… Before, I was Invisible around hi… But Change has come, and he’s Min… I ended up in a State Of Grace.
Wyatt, I did so many things so you’d noti… I wore clothes I didn’t like, stuff I wouldn’t wear otherwise, but you still never looked over,
I lay awake Waiting for you To call But you won’t And it’s
You told me I was scared of the fire, I chose to walk through it,