(2013)
i wanna be weightless faceless uncatagorically shapeless
I’m a hostage to hostility; A vul… My stomach hangs heavy as hatred i… My palms become sweaty whilst I t… Of piercing pain Surging through my veins
Darker days If only they were just a haze As I say Like my brain But I guess it says
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
I will rip you apart with my bare… Fuck your commands You have no authority over this la… You have no power over that man You’re nothing more than a well de…
Adrenaline Infiltrates my veins Ignites my brain Dulls the pain No barriers remain
The actor laughs The actor cries The actor plays to it’s disguise The actor kids The actor jokes
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
In the fortress of my mind I died Forever lost in time Wandering through the memories Of you and me
You’ve got me locked down, Nowhere to go now, I’m playing your game, With you lays the power; But I won’t play by your rules.
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
My attention is torn My patience worn Two magnets so strong Scared to put a foot wrong See my vision wasn’t long
Desperation For clarification A slight indication For differentiation Between real occasions