My fingers gliding across the keys In a race to keep up with My wayward thoughts Drifting through me head Things demanding to be out

Starting Over There are no words The silence stretching between us As we struggle to breach the gap Our breathing labored

Stupid Boy I wish you could have seen How much you were loved Maybe if you had known... Things could have been different

Peering into the window The scene beyond the glass Brings tears to my eyes The pain burns in my throat As I hold back the sobs

Sympathetic stares linger On my crumbling face As tears attack Streaming down my cheeks Breaking through the depths of my…

You hide behind your big smile But I know you wear a mask And I see the lies you hide I see the scarred fragile soul Cracking beneath the weight.

I don’t know where to start Too much to say So much more to lose I know what I am risking But I don’t have a choice

You don’t deserve this attention You’re not worth the time of day! My heart may be crushed Evident from my bleeding tears My sadness flooding my resolve

As the sun melts into the horizon. The Moon– yawns as it wakes. Sweeping ripples through the gentl… Now a black abyss. As silver jewels come to life

Night has fallen Once again Leaving me alone With my thoughts Their incessant prattle

Unhappy thoughts Replace my good mood Sending my heart fluttering Angrily against my chest Demanding to prove their worth

An escape from the pain Someplace soft to fall When the world knocks me down And the ground is hard. Decorated by the hearts

We wrap ourselves in bubbles The numbness keeping us safe From the pain we hide from Silence filling gaping holes In our hearts as we try to forget

The blank page stares back at me Mocking me with his taunting glare… The hands on the clock ticking - t… chanting, “Failure, failure, failu… My mind is frozen. I’m blank.