i would like impute on my writings. i know i am an amateur. so please help, i am only 17 after all this was from my last suicide attempt 12/09/13
no words to express to screwed up in the head don’t know what to say have nothing to explain for once words fail me
It started when i was seven Its been about Eleven years now This strange fasination
a love that’s so close and yet so far within arms reach yet i
anger, pain, and sorrow raging inside yet seems so calm and collected
splish, splash floating in my own blood so many cuts that i’ve actually
You sit in a corner and nobody sees the bloody tears running down your face For the pain you’ve
I have a word of advice for any body young or old keep your heart
I want to talk to let you know But I see that you’re dealing, Barely that is, with your own shit I see it in your eyes, In the way you stand
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”
he plays his feelings out in the beat of his drum not realizing it’s taking the life right out of him
i’m tired of being broken then put back together i’ve been broken
they say tomorrow is a new day and it will get better but it never
sitting by a monument tower for those fallen befor us yet do we recognize
The time passes by with the anquish of tears The pain and sarrow are
Even though the tears fall the misary never fades You hope to last till morning but you feel you’re withering away