i would like impute on my writings. i know i am an amateur. so please help, i am only 17 after all this was from my last suicide attempt 12/09/13
anger, pain, and sorrow raging inside yet seems so calm and collected
they say tomorrow is a new day and it will get better but it never
i wont be falling any time soon i wont come calling on you i’ll stand on my own
He sits on a hill of bodies and wonders why has this become his hated fate To take the life
i hear people talk all day but they don’t know the words they say It’s like being on auto pilot same routine
Most of what i wright comes from inspiration from the world around me What others are
They say she died tragically It’s sad to see a
stirring emotions voices in my head i’m so confused this isn’t normal this isn’t right
Don’t hide me from the rain Don’t hide me from the pain i still hear
What do you do when you’ve screwed up this bad and you’re not sure that it can be fixed
I sit amongst a group of people not saying a word they do not
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside
we are a new race rising with ice in our blood we will fight any body because we are family “we are a new breed rising
How my heart does beat simply by reading your words How it feels like it shall burst from me when you are near When time and space separate
Did you know I’ve cut myself Watched myself Bleed Did you know