10/09/13
eyes wide open it’s the middle of the night eyes wide open and i’ve given
i hear people talk all day but they don’t know the words they say It’s like being on auto pilot same routine
Did you know I’ve cut myself Watched myself Bleed Did you know
i wont be falling any time soon i wont come calling on you i’ll stand on my own
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”
he plays his feelings out in the beat of his drum not realizing it’s taking the life right out of him
Every thing seems to be changing around me And i’m not sure i’ll be
They always ask is the wight jacket comfy are the wight walls conferring And always I
Don’t hide me from the rain Don’t hide me from the pain i still hear
I can put on any outfit, any mask and fool the wisest of men
It started when i was seven Its been about Eleven years now This strange fasination
What do you do when you’ve screwed up this bad and you’re not sure that it can be fixed
I want to talk to let you know But I see that you’re dealing, Barely that is, with your own shit I see it in your eyes, In the way you stand
You say you do not fear Me then You do not fear death itself for My soul
i’m tired of being broken then put back together i’ve been broken