10/09/13
i’ve got to many images and words in my own head a part of me
eyes wide open it’s the middle of the night eyes wide open and i’ve given
stirring emotions voices in my head i’m so confused this isn’t normal this isn’t right
fists flying we’re in fisticuffs and there’s no stopping it i stepped in out of place to take
What do you do when you’ve screwed up this bad and you’re not sure that it can be fixed
Don’t tell me you love me Don’t tell me you hate me Don’t say you
I can put on any outfit, any mask and fool the wisest of men
I don’t have any words left to write so why do I even bother trying I have felt so
splish, splash floating in my own blood so many cuts that i’ve actually
You are my light In the dark You are my calm In a storm You are my peace
i’m tired of this old pain i face day by day it’s time that i should leave but i’ve
Blood flow freely flow until i have no more to give Flow until you have
i hear people talk all day but they don’t know the words they say It’s like being on auto pilot same routine
a love that’s so close and yet so far within arms reach yet i
gossamer wings hiding the black soul underneath crystal eyes hiding the dark pit behind if you could see the