06/06/15
stirring emotions voices in my head i’m so confused this isn’t normal this isn’t right
I really just want to know what you think what crosses your mind when i
I’m sitting on a hill staring at a city that I never loved A life I could
I’ve got attitude DAMN right I’ve got attitude! Living in this House with
splish, splash floating in my own blood so many cuts that i’ve actually
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside
I want to talk to let you know But I see that you’re dealing, Barely that is, with your own shit I see it in your eyes, In the way you stand
people see an outward aperance and think i’m inacent and pure but not once do they look to see the darkness hidden uderneath just because i can make myself
i have learned over the years that love is no good It crushes your
How can I go three days Depressed and barely eating But he doesn’t even notice Tortured in my dreams By visions of the past
You say you do not fear Me then You do not fear death itself for My soul
If the world realy does end If i’m still alive by then i’ll go peacfully for
my tears fall but i no longer feel them the pain i felt is nothing more than hollowness now i’ve finally given up
eyes wide open it’s the middle of the night eyes wide open and i’ve given
no words to express to screwed up in the head don’t know what to say have nothing to explain for once words fail me