(2013)
11/06/13
a love that’s so close and yet so far within arms reach yet i
You are my light In the dark You are my calm In a storm You are my peace
I’ve probably had about ten shots now trying to drown out her memory We left under harsh words, tears, and shouts
Have you ever seen the gleaming wight teeth floating by your head Or the glowing red eyes underneath your bed
anger, pain, and sorrow raging inside yet seems so calm and collected
maybe it’s all in my head that the world is really this crue… perhaps they are right that I need to let go but i can’t make myself do it
i wont be falling any time soon i wont come calling on you i’ll stand on my own
I’m sitting on a hill staring at a city that I never loved A life I could
stand up be strong that’s what i’ve always been told keep fighting
he plays his feelings out in the beat of his drum not realizing it’s taking the life right out of him
Who am i to you? Am i boy or girl? Am i life
i’ve got to many images and words in my own head a part of me
How can I go three days Depressed and barely eating But he doesn’t even notice Tortured in my dreams By visions of the past
They always ask is the wight jacket comfy are the wight walls conferring And always I
They come and go with us We see them nor hear them We feel them nor