(2013)
10/10/13
it’s not so much a question of when but a question of how how will i live
what do you do when your worst fears are realized when the words you’ve dreaded hearing have been spoken where will you go now that
ring ring the final day is done ring ring time is up ring ring
no words to express to screwed up in the head don’t know what to say have nothing to explain for once words fail me
Who am i to you? Am i boy or girl? Am i life
Have you ever seen the gleaming wight teeth floating by your head Or the glowing red eyes underneath your bed
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside
What do you do when you’ve screwed up this bad and you’re not sure that it can be fixed
Most of what i wright comes from inspiration from the world around me What others are
Blood flow freely flow until i have no more to give Flow until you have
He sits on a hill of bodies and wonders why has this become his hated fate To take the life
I want to talk to let you know But I see that you’re dealing, Barely that is, with your own shit I see it in your eyes, In the way you stand
They come and go with us We see them nor hear them We feel them nor
Don’t hide me from the rain Don’t hide me from the pain i still hear
Every thing seems to be changing around me And i’m not sure i’ll be