(2011)
As I open my eyes, After a time of forgetting, I see a rose through my blurry eye… A symbol of what I’m admitting. It sits there quietly,
His past held him like shackles, his pain chained him in fear, he was weighed down by the pain of… It had been such a long year. He did not yet understand,
“I miss you, Amy I truly do, but I won’t speak right now, because I’m mad at you.” You’re the one who said
She had learned to live without wa… the little flower in the pot, Her petals were slightly wilted, but she did not need a drop. She may not have been perfect,
My dreams are as beautiful as my r… And finally both have a constant, Sometimes I think I’m just imagin… The perfection of this moment The memories of pain are fading,
Why am I so hideous? No wonder he let me go, Even I repulse myself. No one will ever know. I can’t believe he left her,
It’s funny how I couldn’t write, So you must be really special, Because for the first time in a wh… I’m itching for my pencil. Writer’s block is stupid,
I watch you fake a smile, I watch your cry of pain, I try to reach out to you, But my effort is in vain. You do not seek my comfort,
For the times that they lied, She added a scar, To the collection of tallies, On the side of her arm. For the hands that touched her,
You’re lost in a maze, The one that you made, You lost your map, The plans that you laid. You’re running through,
I look in the mirror, A glutton I see. Who is that? That can’t be me. Who’s that girl?
The same old cycle, The words are repeated, She wins yet again, I’ve been defeated. I’ve tried to smile,
I stood there watching, On the other side of the doorway, You looked so happy, So perfectly okay. As I stood there, peering in,
Why won’t you stop this? Everything is falling apart. The poison courses through you, It’s slowly breaking my heart. I’m losing hope I once had,
Don’t throw me around, You don’t even know me, Don’t pretend you understand, Unless you know Him completely. You don’t know what I am,