(2011)
She pressured herself, Set her standards too high, She felt so inadequate, As she watched life pass her by. She was afraid of their judgment,
Don’t throw me around, You don’t even know me, Don’t pretend you understand, Unless you know Him completely. You don’t know what I am,
I look in the mirror, A glutton I see. Who is that? That can’t be me. Who’s that girl?
The world will always whisper, “No matter what you do, Your failures can’t be counted, And no one needs you. Your inadequacy is immeasurable,
The pain surrounds me, There, it’s taking me up, My heart is aching, I should give up. I feel like I’m drowning,
My dreams are as beautiful as my r… And finally both have a constant, Sometimes I think I’m just imagin… The perfection of this moment The memories of pain are fading,
You’re lost in a maze, The one that you made, You lost your map, The plans that you laid. You’re running through,
Why won’t you stop this? Everything is falling apart. The poison courses through you, It’s slowly breaking my heart. I’m losing hope I once had,
His past held him like shackles, his pain chained him in fear, he was weighed down by the pain of… It had been such a long year. He did not yet understand,
A Story. (Part Two) That’s when she saw you, And in that moment she knew, That her life had changed forever, But she was so confused.
She had learned to live without wa… the little flower in the pot, Her petals were slightly wilted, but she did not need a drop. She may not have been perfect,
I’m all alone, Like I’m on a deserted beach, The door is closing, I can hear the hinges screech. No one to talk to,
There aren’t words to express, How much I want to feel. I don’t care what the feeling is, I just want it to be real. The crushing guilt is keeping me,
I’m slipping in and out of sleep, With your hand resting gently on m… I try to memorize the lines of you… Because we’re running out of time. Your half-closed lids flutter,
I keep waiting for you, I am such a fool. I might as well date everyone, In that stupid school. You’ll never love me,