Love brings pain. No matter how hard  try to keep peace in our hearts. The person I love will shove pain in too our heart. I learn how to deal with the pain so the believe everything is okay. While I sit and think do they not notice I still hurt and feel this pain. To understand one another you must feel there pain and I do. But will they ever feel mines. I try to make other happy by taking the pain isn’t that a shame. I see the world through a clear wall while the raindrops drip down and fall. How can I you say this will one day change. How can you say this when u don’t understand the pain I face. I yelled scream at you’ll never understand me. I smile just to see u happy but you never smile back at me. You just stay mad at me. All I ever wanted was you to accept me. People would say sometimes you must hurt in order  to know, fall in order to grow, lose in order to gain, because life’s best lessons are learned through pain. What am I learning...... Where the fuck is that lesson I been waiting to learn. All I learn is pain.  So all I’m going to ask have you ever felt true pain? If you ever did why would u put me through that pain?