I always thought after high school
I am different
But I thought it would be better
Better than this everlasting lonel
Better than this pain I feel ever

Bright lights,
It was suppose to be a joyous nigh
Festive flags and barbecue plans f
But not for me and my best friend,
We were having a rough time just g

I carve your name into a bathroom
Then I cross it out because we’ve
I just wish it was difficult for y
Because clearly I’ve lost all san
But you seem to be doing perfectly

I rearranged my life today
I quit that job that I really hat
I sat down on the leather sofa
I watched tv and opened a book up
I rearranged my life today

There are some days that I just h
I have to take a look at myself in
But I never like what I see
And I’m not talking about my appe
Because I honestly couldn’t care

Somebody visted me in my sleep las
I thought I was trippin’
But I remember it to clearly
I was forced up and we just stared
But this was not a man

Sitting alone dark and cold
Grab a tissue and dab at my tears
A year has gone by and I’m still
A constant, continuous, miserable
A mindset so poisonous and I can’

A lust for living
Filled with shame and cash
Judged for the future and judged f
Walked the streets around her, but
Now she’s a dancer, finally earnin

It appears that I’m lost
But I don’t want to be found
Unless the one finding me
Is the one I want
I don’t mind playing these dangero

You’re in my head every damn day
Intoxicating my thoughts
Leaving them astray
Your guiding voice
Imitating my veins