Sick and cruel
These are the words I would use t
Men that I’ve met
My coworker, my ex, my teacher
You would think where I was so yo

Snow kissed my nose as I stepped
I never liked the cold
But it gave me a feeling so warm
I felt glee and happiness circling
And there were snow angles everywh

It’s hard to see that I’ve been a
You can’t see I’m self destructin
Because you never understood me
You knew about my past but you wer
But now I’m scared and I’m gettin

To save a life would be a wonderfu
As one dies another could live
The beautiful miracle of removing
A transplant that could save anoth
The tragedy of ones death could be

I was laughing on the bench at wor
Smoking with my friend
You walked out of the store your e
I didn’t really think much of it
Until you starting touching her

Blood sugar, Blood sugar
Salty or sweet?
The words you once whispered to me
To keep yourself level
To keep yourself cheat

Bright lights,
It was suppose to be a joyous nigh
Festive flags and barbecue plans f
But not for me and my best friend,
We were having a rough time just g

It’s fall in Maine
And it’s freezing cold
Yet I still lay by the ocean
Hoping you’ll call
The blue of the seas remind me of

My back– it’s bending out of place
My eyes– they’re sorry for all the
My nose– is cracked and burnt but
My lungs– you’re intoxicated with
My veins– I’ve always envied your

Forever I gaze
At your amazing face
Your beauty is so unique
Elegant stares and daring glares
And your hair is shiny sleek