I’m falling in love with someone Who is falling out of love with me I can’t eat and I can’t sleep I’m manic and crazed and don’t kno… I’m not used to being in this mess…

He’s perfect He’s nice He’s a gentleman So why can’t I want him? Am I still obsessing

Bars on my heart and bars on my so… Not allowed to ever show How I feel or how I want to feel A prison in my own body I don’t understand

Sah-win again, my fears are gone Living are now separated from the… Graves are at ease and the souls a… And I stay quiet as a mouse

It’s hard to see that I’ve been a… You can’t see I’m self destructin… Because you never understood me You knew about my past but you wer… But now I’m scared and I’m gettin…

A better person– That’s what I want to be A new religion, a brand new start Hoping for a better heart It’s frustratingly hard

Realize what I once told myself Vowed I’d never live in self doub… But thats what’s circulating me My shadow lurking following me I realized that I took an oath

I drank too much late last night Because I saw you again And it pained my mind I drowned myself in vodka and beer Trying to make the thoughts of you…

You only think of me when you’re m… You only want me when you want to… You only call me when you’re drunk… You only want me when I’m not sob… When you’re feeling my body with y…

Sunday night I held my life in th… I flipped off the world and sped o… I let the lights guide me to the c… I entered the building The dim lit room felt so right

I was laughing on the bench at wor… Smoking with my friend You walked out of the store your e… I didn’t really think much of it Until you starting touching her