Is anybody out there?
Why are you all hiding from me?
Have I done something in a past l
To make me feel so lost?
Do I deserve what I’ve been faced

It’s hard to see that I’ve been a
You can’t see I’m self destructin
Because you never understood me
You knew about my past but you wer
But now I’m scared and I’m gettin

I don’t know why my thoughts are s
I tried to pay attention in class
I wasn’t asleep I never sleep
I was occupied with my mind
It kept speaking to me

You only think of me when you’re m
You only want me when you want to
You only call me when you’re drunk
You only want me when I’m not sob
When you’re feeling my body with y

There never really was an us
We never let it get that far
Somewhere along the way
What once seemed like a promising
Turned into lust

There are so many things that peop
They only judge you based on what
They don’t know what you’ve been t
They only care about how they can
Any room and feel superior

I’m covered in the ashes of you
I’m pulling out my hair
My arms are bruised
And there’s blood on my palms
But I’m drowning in a bottle of w

Sometimes I feel like I’m Jim Mo
His poetic words just suit my soul
Sometimes I feel like I’m just li
Some days I feel like dressing in
As the sun reflects from my eyes

You asked today why I feel the ne
I shrugged it off and replied with
You pointed at the cigarette betwe
You said my soul was turning black
I laughed at that because you shou

18 daydream
Such a curious life
Climbing bridges and
Getting into fights
Picking up and dropping off