I’m sitting on the windowsill blen… The cactus that rests next to me I stare out the window my hands gr… There’s a blizzard outside and you… I’m here inside this empty home wa…
You asked today why I feel the ne… I shrugged it off and replied with… You pointed at the cigarette betwe… You said my soul was turning black I laughed at that because you shou…
You blew me off for the last time… I’m not going to wait around forev… I’ll find myself wrapped up in som… And maybe then you’ll finally real… I was the best thing that could ev…
So many words scattered in my head… But when I write them down They tend to not make sense But isn’t that art? To be able to… Something so strange and personal–
There’s this man that I’ve known And he’s left me for someone bette… It’s hard to imagine even though w… Really were together We talked all night and saw each o…
There never really was an us We never let it get that far Somewhere along the way What once seemed like a promising… Turned into lust
I act like I don’t care so much That I’m beginning not to It’s just that the days drag on And I can’t get any rest I’m exhausted
I’m sitting in the Florida heat With Florida’s sun beaming down o… I’ve given my life a lot of though… I don’t like where I’ve been so I… Who I’ll become
It’ll all get better I hear that everyday I’m now starting to believe that In my own way But they were wrong about somethin…
Drugged up I tried to run away But I couldn’t find my legs The needles had taken over them I was dizzied and felt heavy I couldn’t move
Clown-like smile on my face You know I heard you like the cha… Dancing softly next to your side Your heavenly fingers soon touch m… Up, up, up the elevator
Many could feed off my tears; they… The savored taste of sympathy If they fed they’d learn from me
You’re in my head every damn day Intoxicating my thoughts Leaving them astray Your guiding voice Imitating my veins
All I need is one lazy day Clear my mind And do absolutely nothing Maybe I’ll watch new movies Or listen to some inspiring music
I can’t tell if I’ve lost my way… I can’t lie because you can see th… I can’t sleep because I dream of… I can’t try because my focus is go… I can’t keep my strength because a…