I dream and dream Of something big not Sure what it is Could I be already dead? Cold and hostile
People like to say what happened t… But the truth is they just don’t k… It happened to me– or I caused it But I’m still not quite sure if I… I think I knew when it occurred,…
Still by the the sea I hear seagulls laughing at me Mocking my misery They can tell that I’m in pain So why can’t you do the same?
The idea of staying in this perman… Is terrifying me to pieces I’m self destructing Think that you’re the only one for… I know I was just some fun for yo…
When the cigarette you lit burns o… You’ll have the option of relighti… We are the same way We can find our spark again We can intoxicate each other’s lun…
I’m covered in the ashes of you I’m pulling out my hair My arms are bruised And there’s blood on my palms But I’m drowning in a bottle of w…
Vyvanse oh vyvanse What a wonderful pill Take a glass of water Let it slide down your throat Make me happy
I often find it hard to write, My thoughts seem to only come at n… An empty vessel my mind seems to b… My soul is numb too frequently I often find calmness in being alo…
A better person– That’s what I want to be A new religion, a brand new start Hoping for a better heart It’s frustratingly hard
I’m slowly killing myself My words seem to have already been… Am I original? Or am I a copy ca… I guess we all are so maybe I’ll… But I want to not be because I wa…
Realize what I once told myself Vowed I’d never live in self doub… But thats what’s circulating me My shadow lurking following me I realized that I took an oath
I sat in the sand behind all the s… I tried to keep hidden from man As I sat peacefully I heard a cry A woman - She’s not crying though, now she’s…
Take a hit You’re under it The warp that’s unknown to you Medusa stone you’ll slowly turn Rocky roots to grow
I carve your name into a bathroom… Then I cross it out because we’ve… I just wish it was difficult for y… Because clearly I’ve lost all san… But you seem to be doing perfectly…
Is anybody out there? Why are you all hiding from me? Have I done something in a past l… To make me feel so lost? Do I deserve what I’ve been faced…