Something that was not Feelings met with fear & doubt Festinate the end

Need and want compete Life is love, full of one’s if Picture me broken

Sin’s history inked Her words poison in my veins On the other side

Hide and seek we play Hard to find & hold one’s love My tears dehydrate

You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away

Stairway back to life Again to find you my love Encompassed by wings Memories linger Fear of the darkness growing

Pain a smokeless cloud Time a faceless familiar More and less of one

Can you hear me call My heart holds your love inside Your path takes you now

What if, memories War of change, fixed at zero Selfless death then life Dark matter vision Dark empty void into light

My sanctuary A dark painful resting place Alarm strikes collide Socialization An alignment or betrayed

Black days to blue nights Alone in a crowded room Find one like myself You betray yourself Your presence felt, I found you

Person deconstruct Come please I’m falling deeper Another trigger

Nine lives aren’t enough Many meetings, many lives Gone, lifted away

I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight