When it only hurts Sleep finally comes to me Eyes closed wide awake Blood river of love Resurrection entertained

Your heart is speaking Trust yourself not someone’s wants Listen to yourself

Broken, I deserve All that we need, come & gone Runaway angels

See, feel, twist & turn Desireless, mystery seen Once upon a time

You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away

Black days to blue nights Alone in a crowded room Find one like myself You betray yourself Your presence felt, I found you

Shut down uncertain Arms length from the other side Emotionless blade Loves a world away Unnatural existence

I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight

Vilipend savior I always die in your arms Breaking through my skin

Need and want compete Life is love, full of one’s if Picture me broken

Pain a smokeless cloud Time a faceless familiar More and less of one

Can the distance reach Does a place exist within The fear has not reached

Butterfly woman Lemonade & blood stained floors Sour reunion Girl full of honey Wake before the rain of hurt