Ari Lader

knowing

I know why this was done to me.  
The loss of hope and energy. A dark place where no light shall come out.
I know why this was done to me.
The fade of light and then no sight. Dead but not gone and so carried on. No thought just rot.
I know why this was done to me.
Alone but not left. Tired but still fought. Just blank and empty.
I know why this was done to me.
Neglect but some how still love. Forgotten and never acknowledged. Bruised inside and out.
I know why this was done to me.
To be made strong and not shed a tear. Wear armor over my frightning fears. Could never be tampered but always still there.
I know why this was done to me.

(2013)




Alto