Mom
I long for you.
My soul is dying to feel your grasp... hear your voice.
My heart can feel your soul as you commit wrongdoing.
I can feel your endless guilt.
I try to reach out to you and save you from your troubles, but I can’t manage to grab you.
You cannot cease from effortlessly committing these crimes,
But I can tell you are at least making an attempt.
You have crusaded me with chest high pain.
I’m crying out for help as loud as I can, but no one can hear my cries.
Not even myself.
Tears fall down my cheeks, the pain piercing my teardrops.
The pain spreads throughout my worthless body, I can’t prevent it.
No matter what you cause me in the future,
No matter what you have caused me already,
No matter what you are causing me in the present,
No matter what, I will always be waiting for you to come back to me mother.
Hopefully we meet again soon.
