i’m asking you to sunbake me, politely. i want to melt into the cracks, like earth-ending dinosaur juice.

i miss being a kid when the saddes…

trying not to cry in the holiday i… my mama said something mean again

always a victor, always a fucker. always a loser, always a fucked. so it goes. so it burns.

i want to cry and count all your f… decorate your face with stickers a… then maybe you could hold me and w… do you think?

“who ruined winter for you?” “i did.”

you smell like chlorine, she tells… you smell like sunscreen, i tell h… guess we both smell like chemicals… yeah, i say, hand darting out to l…

i flick the lighter on, on, on off. a useless fidget, one that turns my thumb gray and r…

when i told you i was crazy, i was… that there was your warning, but y… you don’t have enough heartbreak i… i’ll fix that for you, free of cha… “a penchant for manipulation,”

i love it when fading sunlight hit… lighting up my eyes and every line… then, i start understanding why i… but, when it’s not dawn or dusk, i’ll close the blinds and curtains…

he kissed along my scars and asked… i tangled my fingers in his hair a…

there’s something about flowers an… you ask someone why they pick flow… “because they’re pretty.” you ask someone why they pull weed… “because they’re ugly.”

i loved you. i think it’s importan… i stored love for you in places i… i loved you in states of yours tha… i loved you. when you screamed so loud that the…

i hope you know that you’re still my favorite hiding place and through it all, you’re still my favorite secret keeper

i go from adoring to loathing at t… hi baby! oh, you forgot to do the… didn’t know you were a backstabbin… mistakes aren’t mistakes, that everyone makes.