idk its just that swell of emotion yk?
#Love
you tell me what to do and i lose… i swallow down the anger with a pi… i count to five watching the fire… before pressing it down on my thig… my friends keep getting worried,
i’m kind of nervous you don’t love… and isn’t that hilarious? when i was so damn scared in the b… that you would love me at all.
i waited for the other shoe to dro… oh, it did. “i’m sorry,” i said, “for trying t… you smile and say, “i’m used to it… “you shouldn’t be.”
i am far more childish than i ever allowed myself to be
there is a body sprawled out on a… obscenely and nudely. with a blissed out face and beaded… smears of red on the face and stom… it lies there with a lighter in a…
i want to cry and count all your f… decorate your face with stickers a… then maybe you could hold me and w… do you think?
i miss being a kid when the saddes…
there has got to be something fuck… that would ever make you look at m… “yeah, i want to love that.” and there has always been somethin… that keeps hoping someone will cho…
just puked up cookie batter; sending my love to illinois.
you go to touch me, and i bite your soft, warm fingers… then when you’ve left, i cry because i’m cold.
did you know if sharks stop swimmi… my mother found joy in domesticity… with three kids and a husband, bak… and good for her, good for fucking… my safe place is flats filled with…
i’m asking you to sunbake me, politely. i want to melt into the cracks, like earth-ending dinosaur juice.
he’s full of tuesdays and peonies, and i’m made up of saturdays and b… so he says, forgive and forget, and i say, get high and throw dart… he’s got his arms open wide
i hope you know that you’re still my favorite hiding place and through it all, you’re still my favorite secret keeper
please don’t leave me. you swing your legs, sitting on th… we used to climb it a lot after sc… are you saying you’d miss me? you… yes, fucking yes, i would.