Shreds
Sitting on her bed
Lighter in her hand
Pain rushing through her head
Can barely even stand
She took parts of her and threw it down the blackest of holes
She cut herself deep with the shattered pieces that were once her heart
The whispers give her scars, a painful toll
She was never like this from the start
Her boyfriend, her lover, her everything doesn’t know what is wrong
Hiding in the corner to avoid it all is what she decides
This girl, beautiful in every way now sits in the corner, her voice has stopped it’s graceful song
The light faded a long time ago, her eyes lifeless, now she hides
The agony of fire is what keeps her from the icy cold tears
To think of the Hell that has brought her to her knees is soon to be erased
If she is told she is the best or the worst, she believes everything she hears
Some pain will not ever go away, will not efface
Pain is the vengeance of the deadliest of sins and cannot be played with
If this girl were just happy like used to be, would she still feel like she is cut to shreds
The truth is that we all feel the pain even when we try not to, we pretend it’s a myth
This girl has now only once chance, one more thread
The chance of breaking again is high and cannot be overlooked
Give her voice you say, give her strength if she is down
You think it’s easy to get off of the depression, to get off being hooked
For so long she has been this way, felt like nothing to anyone and no one is around
She asks if she is dead
But the pain proves her wrong
The pounding is still in her head
She just sits there, no one, her love left, gone again... she sits there waiting for death and listening to the saddest song
(2013)
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